AHHH!!! stress stress! competition in less 2 weeks! my standard like this sure cannot de! die! Dun feel like playing for that club, but bo bian, got chosen liao, still must play, without this competion uh, i can go Shan Dong sial. Cant believe i gave up that trip just because of competition, haiz.. must train harder liao, during this last week. Dunno why when i play then will be like very panic lah, haiz. Today friendly match with Singapore national women team, open category. Total got 2 teams from our club go play, First team of course the better players mah, win lah, second team my team, lost by 2 marks, but 2 quarters nia. But they still quite good lah, i dunno why, like play a while nia then game end le, played for the only last few mins, sian... AHH! train harder kerry! D:

EOY is in 3 more days, no mood to study, no mood to do anything. just wana relax. EOY stress is in my head already. I just wana pass thats all. haiz.. i guess im gonna study later or wat, but its alrdy 10pm. study wat? COME ON KERRY! STUDY!!! EOY IS HERE!!! GO GET SOME MOTIVATION!